I’ll search forever a quest to bear
I vow to look till my very last breath
A quest for an answer before my death
A journey to travel to find a clue
A part of a puzzle a hidden piece
A missing part that once was my heart
It vanished when you said good-bye
You took from me a love that will never die
A love that will forever live
You may have stolen my heart
But I gave you my rib
The touch of her skin upon my cheek
The dew of her lips upon mine
Breath upon breath
Sigh upon sigh
As we softly continue to lie
Heart upon heart
In rhythm one beat
No one could tell us apart
Our eyes fixed firmly on each other’s
That night
A love that will never repeat
My chest upon her breasts
As we clutched each other’s hands
My lips on her face never ceasing
Our love for each other exploding inside
And the thoughts for each other increasing
But our love on that day has faded away
My fault for I am to blame
I left her lips,her breath,her sighs,
Her heart,her face
For I was young and foolish then
But now am wiser in name♥
To confess
Is forgiveness
To repent
Is humility
To break the bonds
Is to free the spirit
To believe
Is to release the darkness
To dream
Is to capture a rainbow
To love
Is to unlock the heart
To live
Is to create a moment
To die
Is to awaken the soul
Recreate love’s look
Revive an ember
To start a fire
Feel the moment
The days spent
The aging of time
The smell of youth
Salty tears hung
Out to dry
Love songs sung
Things that belong
When love was young
Once you remember
You never forget
The years spent
Though they came
Came and went
Though they never left
They still remain
Close to the heart
That feeling of nearness
That never goes away
That feeling that only touch can tell
The thoughts that remind the heart
That love was real
That love was tender
And leaves one
To remember always
That the heart reminds only
Those that love has chosen
I count them one by one
And when I am done
I count them again
And when I’m through
My thoughts to gather
I can’t remember when they didn’t matter
Desires and wants wrapped in expectations
Drops that flow without hesitation
Musings from the past that never go away
Unfinished melodies that refuse to play
One day ends another begins
My thoughts encumbered
And when all my days are numbered
That’s the day I stop counting
Bitterness bites
Snaps at the heart
Out of control
Tears you apart
Rooted in the soul
Bitter for sweet
Once in control
Its purpose complete
Sharp as a sword
Piercing asunder
Hearts own bitterness
No small wonder
Hatred
Anger
Jealously
Resentment
Misplaced contentment
Left unrestrained
The heart doesn’t mend
Sweet for bitter
Or a bitter end
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“Each heart has its own bitterness
And no one else can share its joy”
Proverbs(14:10)
“See to it that no bitter root grows up to cause trouble and defile many” Hebrews(12-15)
Imaginations drift
To my inner fantasies
Wild sensations
That transcend reality
Deep fantasies
Out of control
Mental images
That reach my very soul
Phantasm
Figment of the mind
Recondite impressions
Profoundly left behind
My mental reservations
My mental imagery
Yet
How bizarre it is
To always find you
In my fantasies
This is my song
Its rhythm its rhyme
In three-quarter time
An imaginary song
Twelve bars long
Played in the key of “D”
A sweet fragrant melody
Its lyrics printed in time
Forever played out in my mind
My unforgettable melody
No one takes it from me
Thieves may steal
I shall never reveal
The song of my youth
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“The music in my heart I bore
Long after it was heard no more”
William Wordsworth
Dreams are never promised
Desires never claimed
Left only with expectations
Many linger many fade
Lost forever
Reaching for the sky
You stare and wonder
And never know why
Wounded dreams
Dreams denied
Sent to repose
And there they lie
In the valley of dreams
Where dreams go to die