Author Archives: hopeless romantic

012 – Reflections of Childhood (My Italian Neighborhood)

As age quickly descends a curtain closing the end of day
I reflect on the moments spent in childhood at play
A longing to return home a place where my dreams always seem to roam

The smells of the burning autumn leaves
The smells of the kitchens thru the open windows
The sight of the iceman, the vegetable wagon, the shoemaker with his rolled up sleeves
The smell of the city buses as they roll on by
The mothers with their supper cry
Are cherished thoughts of days gone by

We’d sit on the stoop cloaked in innocent youth, dare not a care in the world
Our thoughts always the same
Our lives lived for only just that moment
A childhood game
We shared each other’s desires
We shared each other’s thoughts
A closeness everyone sought
Nothing it seemed could break the bond of that friendship we so depended upon
A lasting that enveloped our days and nights
Never was there a moment of doubt that we would ever be without

But time could be rewarding,or time could be cruel everyone has to play by the rules
Puberty robs us of our innocent play, as life entraps us in so many ways
Looking thru bars, as fate leads us on ,fate is all we have to depend upon
Our destiny mapped out in the soul of our being
Predestination is what our tired eyes are seeing
Born into nurturing arms, living to survive, all that God should be glorified

As age quickly descends a curtain closing at the end of day
I reflect on the moments spent in childhood at play
Though friends are gone, all to the grave, our destinies our traveled on roads forever paved
For somewhere in eternity we will share each other’s desires share each other’s thoughts
A closeness everyone sought
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“I never had friends later on
Like the ones I had
When I was twelve,
Jesus,does anyone?”

The last words of  Gordie on his computer
“Stand by me”(1986)

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145 – Close Your Eyes

Close your eyes
Search your mind
You may find
Pieces of dreams left behind

Close your eyes
And visualize
Footprints of dreams
Impressions that trail

Close your eyes
And you may see
Traces of dreams
A silhouette a portrait a memory

Close your eyes
And you will find
Pieces of her memory
Etched in time

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143 – Tokens

What’s left over
What remains
The ones I count
The ones I claim
Vivid reminders
What I live without

Tokens of affections
Scattered at my feet
Symbols of an empty heart
That no longer beats

Keepsakes of a memory
Vanished in a moment
Remnants of a lover’s token
Shattered and broken
Never again to be
Never a word spoken

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138 – I Don’t Know What to Do (A Blues Song)

I know just how to love you
I know just how to be
I know just how to hold you
But I don’t know what to do

I know that I can call you
I know just what to say
I know my words may haunt you
But I don’t know what to do

I know just where to find you
I know just where to look
I know just how to reach you
But I don’t know what to do

I know my tears remind me that it was always you
I know my heart still tells me just to follow through

I know just how to love you
I know just what to say
I know just where to find you
But I don’t know what to do

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131 – A Tiny Tear

tears-crying-clipart-1I refused to believe
I promised myself to smile
I said it would never hurt
That it would only last for awhile

I pretended to laugh
My heart wouldn’t say so
I denied what I heard
I just couldn’t let go

When you were no longer around
I could no longer play the clown
Left with only a silent sound
A tiny tear fell to the ground

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124 – What Matters ?

Friends that are close
A family that needs you
A satisfying career
Life’s contentment

Moments shared
Carefully chosen words
Expressions of sympathy
Joyful generosity

Many others can be listed above
But nothing matters
If you’re not with the one you love
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It doesn’t matter whom you go to bed with
But it does matter whom you wake up with

 

 

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120 – Summer of ’64

I find it impossible to remember
I find it impossible to forget
Left with only a burning ember
It glows, still within me yet

Hearts that were turned upside-down
Was it all a game?
I still carry it around
A torch with a blue flame

Was the fantasy real
Or was the reality just a fantasy?
Were the moments spent surreal
Or just a passing frenesi?

Where are the hearts that were taken?
Where have they gone?
Will they someday awaken
Or have the seasons moved on?

There may be other summers
Many I am sure, countless numbers
But my heart refuses to let me ignore
The summer of ‘64♥
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” Though nothing can bring back
The hour of splendor in the grass
Of glory in the flower
We will grieve not
Rather find strength
In what remains  behind
…Which haven been must ever be”

William Wordsworth

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